This week I had four private conversations with hard charging, world changing leaders. These are men and women who move markets, influence industries, and sit in rooms most people will never see. In those quiet off stage moments, after the performance energy faded, they tenderly shared their foibles.
A friend once told me something about a well known talk show host. After the cameras shut off, after presidents and actors and cultural icons finished their interviews, they almost always asked the same question.
Not about ratings. Not about optics. Not about power.
They asked, “Was that okay?”
When I first heard that, I was stunned. Here are some of the most confident and accomplished individuals in the world, and the question underneath it all is not dominance or brilliance. It is something much more human.
Am I enough?
I am convinced this is the quiet question that lives beneath nearly every driven heart. We arrive on this small spinning marble unprepared for separation, unprepared for the severance from perfect belonging and perfect safety and perfect love, and something in us has been searching ever since.
The ultimate human need is not to be right. It is to be seen. It is to be heard.
Many of the most extraordinary high performing individuals I have ever met were fueled in part by insecurity or trauma. There was often a private fire, a wound that whispered prove it. That fire can build beautiful things. It can also exhaust us if we do not learn how to tend it.
We are not built from titanium. We are fragile emotional ecosystems. We require recovery.
Sometimes what we call failure is fatigue. Those are two very different things.
If you find yourself self bashing over the bumbles and fumbles in your life, pause for a moment. In the broader arc of who you are becoming, many of those moments are simply rounding errors in a life of substance.
Our nervous systems need calm resets. They need sleep. They need long walks. They need quiet conversations. They need space to settle.
Flow is quiet and tender and it whispers. Force is harsh and often does more damage than good.
When the fog rolls in, regulate. Walk. Breathe. Touch one meaningful task at a time. Love your significant other. Go to bed earlier than you think you need to.
Restoration is not weakness. It is wisdom.
And this is how we come back to ourselves, not with force, but with calm.
With clarity,
Rich Christiansen
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